After writing my previous blog, I received a massive amount of love and support from my friends. I thank you for that. It really helped.
Tonight, I am out at my mom’s. It’s nice to come here, I feel like it’s almost a retreat. I get to see my family and hang out with friends, but at the end of the night, I can come upstairs and be alone.
Don’t get me wrong, I love being social and I love living with Jimmy, but there’s a part of me that yearns to be alone, and it’s often during these times that I reflect on what really matters. I find myself consistently questioning my future, my character, and it can be a damning report. However, as of late, I have only been finding affirmation in my actions. And that feels lovely.
I have a job interview tomorrow, and I am pretty excited. I’m craving to be back in the classroom.
I wrote about two pages of my book tonight. I think this weekend I’m going to make a storyboard of ideas.
But for now, it’s nearly 4am. I can’t stop writing when I’m on a roll, though. It would hurt.
Goodnight lovely readers.